Amen angam ankaxanalis dzgtum enq, vor menq linenq mer glxi tery: Pharqd shat, Ter, ankax enq, lavic - vatic noric petakanutyun unenq, ev mer erkri droshy cacanvum e MAK - i arjev: Lav kliner, iharke, vor chhamarakaleinq vorpes errordi u charandznacneinq vorpes 25 tarva kyanq unecoghi, ayl, haskanalov, vor minch ayd eghacn el mer azgi glxov ancac kyanq e ev yndunelov naxordneri angnahateli luman: hamareinq phordzutyunner haghtaharac mek Hayastani Hanrapetutyun: Patmutyun e te nerka: menq enq, lav te vat: mern e i verjo: Menq Turqiayic hatucum enq pahanjum Osmanyan kaysrutyan u qrderi votchragorcutyunneri hamar, uremn menq el mez bazhin hasac erkri zharangordn enq u zharangoghy: Minchev menq inqners chveragnahatenq mer arzheqnery, mer vercracn u toghacy: araj chenq gna: Vorovhetev ka bardzraguyn arzheq, vory kochvum e azg ev bardzraguyn shah, vory dardzyal azgn e: Isk azgayin arzheqnery hazaramyakneri patmutyun unen u qani - qani haykakan petakanutyun en tesel… Hanrapetakan karavarman hamakargy 1918 -ic e hastatvel ev sharunakvum e ar aysor: Ankax, te kaxyal: ereqn el hanrapetutyun en, voch te miapetutyun: Uremn arajinic el hashvenq mer ankaxutyan skizby, manavand vor Mayisi 28 - ic chenq hrazharvum ev pashtonapes enq nshum: Karevorn iharke azgayin arzheqnery pahpaneln e, bayc menq, axr, inqnatchanachman bactoghumner unenq ev inqnaotarman molucq: Minchder azgy azg che, ete chi krum ir mej havaqakan qanqar, chi hpartanum ir arzhanapatvutyamb, isk erkiry erkir che, ete chi xraxusum ayd qanqary kertoghnerin u chi phayphayum iren avandvac arzheqnery: Aylapes amen nor naxagahi het stipvac klinenq amen inch noric zroyic sksel: Ho chenq antesum hay mtqi nvatchumnery, inch e te dranq steghcvel en XSHM – i oroq: Che vor noric ankaxanalis tneric voch voq durs chtaphec xorhrdayin artadrutyan sarnarannern u herustacuycnery: Minchder hayi dzerqov steghcvac ev norankax erkrin aynqan anhrazhesht shat baner sovetakan pitakavormamb aghbanoc netvecin:

Ankaxanaluc i ver: 88-i hayoc hamazgayin sharzhman burn aliqic minchev paterazmakan tarineri kencaghayin nvazaguyn paymannerum haci, jerucman u elektrakanutyan grete bacakayutyamb aprely, bolors payqarecinq mi shnchov u dimacanq huysov li: Tokacinq, vorovhetev ynkrkel cher kareli: Vorovhetev hayreniqn er vtangvac, vorovhetev erkir einq karucum: Dimacanq, vorovhetev li einq mardkayin luysov, jermutyamb, mimyanc ognelu patrastakamutyamb, apagayi handep xory havatov, mer kyanqy lavacnelu, mer tchakatagiry inqners tnorinelu, erkiry shenacnelu ev mer erexanerin mer erazac petutyunn u kyanqn avandelu anxortakeli kamqov: Sakayn inchqan bardzr tchaxrecinq mer erazanqnerum, aynqan mec eghav mer hiastaphutyuny, qanzi ghekavarumic hanelov patasxanatvutyan krumy ev karavarumy hamarelov hnaravorakerps ishxum: XSHM - i canr varaguyrnery bacvelis tchanaparhin mamlvec daredarya ararchakany, ev kulisneric bemaraj xuzhec axtakiry: Xaghacankum: jlatich u paraktich bardzrambion nerkayacumner u storin registrnerum ergvogh anmaqur ergecoghutyun: «Amerikayum liqy hay ka, Amerikayin lav entarkvenq, vor na el meronc lav nayi» (mez nra Meci beranin nayeln el bavakan e), «Evropayum liqy hay ka, Rusastanum liqy hay ka, lav entarkvenq, vor mer azgakicnerin chneghacnen»: Isk medali myus eresin nayogh cheghav, «Ashxarhum edqan hay ka, amen tegh mi gorc anenq azgi hamar» asogh cheghav: Achqners: eli depi durs (or ser u hogi phoxel tan), vzners: eli urishi araj crac, vor mer phoghy ta (tekuz tegh - tegh demqneris tqi kam gotuc nerqev zarki) … Ev baroyakan arzheqnery phoxvecin, chaphoroshichnery shat cacracan, amenatoghutyunn u anpatzheliutyuny Hayoc aghbyurnery grete camaqecrin: Anhnar e asel, te erb er aveli dzhvar: ayd maqarman orerin, te heto, erb arden lusavorutyun kar, isk lav kyanqi huysy gnalov marum er: Norankax hayeric amen voq yurovi er patkeracnum erkri hetagan, tchshmarit payqaroghnern u azatamartikneric shatern anteghyak ein, te inch er darnum kyanqy, qani der irenq kenac u mahu kriv ein mghum… Ev ankax irenc patkeracumneric: bolorn ein ushadrutyan karot. payqari u paterazmi masnakicnery, ynkacneri kam zohvacneri yntaniqnery, viravorvacnery, vorbevayri kanayq, amusnu berkranqy chtchashakac harsner, cnoghazurk erexaner, anardar datapartvacner… Amen meky yurovi phordzec kargavorel ir chdasavorvac kyanqi tnjuky: Ayspes te aynpes, ankaxutyan hamar payqarn u paterazmn irenc azdecutyuny toghecin boloris vra: Naxkin ardaramartiknern u azatamartiknery haskanum ein, vor kyanqy piti phoxvi, mtacum ein, vor irenq piti shenacnen ayn ev miamtoren karcum ein, te irenc userin er canranalu aynqan tank gnov dzerq berac azatutyan tchakatagiry… Bayc bolory che, vor haskanum ein, te amen zinvor general chi darnum kam vor krivy spanutyun che, isk phoghn u ishxanutyuny chen azatum patasxanatvutyunic u chen cnum amenakaroghutyun… Shateri kyanqn arden kyanqi nman che, bayc ev vomanc hamar aynqan canr chi eghel voch martadashtum, voch amen angam gorcery noric zroyic skselis, vorqan hayreniqy lqelis, qanzi artagaghtoghneri mej kan hayreniqi hamar kyanqy tvoghner, vovqer stipvac en heracel: U dzhvar e asel, te um hamar e aveli canr… nranc, vovqer bardzraguyn krtutyamb sksecin varord ashxatel, nranc, vor vochinch chen anum, nranc, vor irenc xmelu tvecin, te nranc, vovqer lezvi maghdzy handartecnelu tchar chen gtnum… Patmutyuny ev tchshmartutyuny peghelu hamar terevs petq e nax dareri phoshin nsti erkri ynderq nerccvac bolor ancqeri vra, qanzi aravel naxyntreli e phoshehatikneri tak taqnvac, bayc hazaramyakneri phordzutyamb ztvacy peghel, qan nuyn zhamanaki mej katarvaci aylaphoxvac meknabanutyuny stanal u aprel miamit angitutyamb: Zi patmutyunnery shat mardik voch miayn horinum en yst irenc shahavetutyan, ayl naev grum en irenc imacaci, haskacaci, tesnel cankacaci u sxalvelu karoghutyan: Usti irakanutyan mej amen inch darnum e qaghaqakanutyun ev ditarkvum qaghaqakan nkatarumneric: Aydpes Arcaxum mtacum ein, vor Gharabaghi ishxanutyunnery draco en ev ghekavarvum en Hayastanic (teev Hayastani ghekavarnery gharabaghci ein), hayastancin el gharabaghci aselov artonyal xav er haskanum (ory aynqan el heru cher tchshmartutyunic): Irakanum erkusn el nuyn tashtaki mej ein: Cavalin ayn e, vor nuyn anjrpety ka naev qaghaqacu ev gyughacu mijev: ibr te amen inch qaghaqin e trvum, erb misht el gyughn e kerakrel qaghaqin: Bayc qaghaqi el caxsn e mec, ev anashxatanq qaghaqacin gyughmterqnern aveli tank e gnum: Mer kyanqn e, menq enq yntrel: Qandel, mer yughum tapakvelov noric karucum enq u phordzum utel mer isk ephac shilaphlavy: vat el, lav el zgalov: Paterazmic heto skzbi mi qani tarin inerciayi uzhov aprecinq: achqners lusavorvac shenqerin, govazdnerin… Xabkanqy chynkalelov: qich - qich yntelacanq glxneris kaxvac ahreli vahanaknerin u minchev hima glxi chenq, vor amen phaylun ban der voski che: Miayn ayn zgacoghutyuny, vor ashxatanq unenq, pahec amboghj 25 tari, hamardzakutyun tvec erexa unenal, imastavorel mer goyutyuny: Menq enq u mer erkiry: Noric ankaxanaluc i ver shat arzheqner en etin plan mghvel… Ruserenayin mric anglereni mrjurn enq ynkel (vaxenam: oreric mi or hayatar u hayeren cucanak chmna, ev ete darer anc aghet lini, peghumnern el chapacucen, te gir enq unecel), ev mer erexaneri lsacy mer meceri dzaynn u ergecoghutyuny che: shounern ayl skzbunqov en goyatevum: Mer «phak drnery» henc bacvecin, arden ltchacac Evropaneric u Amerikaneric aghand u dramashnorhner, xghtchi u marmni azatutyunner, inch ases, lav u vat meken hordacin depi mer bac girkn u hyurynkal tnery: Lcvecinq, hamtesecinq, tataxvecinq hnaravorins, kshtacanq, aylevs zhamanakn e noric voromy hndrelu, tacy choric zanazanelu, koghmnaki azdecutyunneric dzerbazatvac yntrelu, mez petqakany urishin talu phoxaren mez hamar ashxatecnelu, amen inch erkri u azgi shaherin carayecnelu… hatkapes: tntesutyan mej: Vorovhetev ayn arzheqnery, vor ashxarhn aydpes arag xphshkum e, naxevaraj mer erkrin en petq: Isk inchy vor anhrazhesht e tal, hark e, vor inqners tanq, voch te xphen glxneris vercnen, manavand ayn, inchy petq cher, vor meznic, azgic kam erkric durs gar…

Chnayac aveli shat mer caveric enq xosum, vorovhetev cavern aveli sur en andradarnum mez vra, ayduhanderdz qich chenq naev hajoghutyun grancel. shat tarapel, bayc chenq kotrvel, chenq handznvel, lacel, bayc ev steghcel enq: Arajin hertin: Hayoc banak: Aynuhetev. Arcaxy Naxijevani tchakatagiry chunecav, ashxarhi het inqnuruyn harabervecinq, otaralezu dprocneri haghtarshavy kasecvec, mayreni lezun partadir dardzav petakanoren, mer serialnery cnvecin u mer kyanqy mer araj tesanq, mer kyanqov aprecinq u shat - shat harcer irenc bnakanon zargacumy partadrecin: Inchqan zargacanq, aynqan xndirnery bardacan, inchqan achqners bacvecin, inchqan mer isk cnac u snac ankaxutyan serundy hasunacav, aynqan mardavayel goyutyan pahanjy mecacav: U aysor, payqari u paterazmi canr paymannerum aryamb u qrtinqov, mardkanc aroghjutyan hashvin u chvayelac mankutyamb, patanekutyamb kam eritasardutyamb nvatchvac mer nor ankaxutyunn u tshnamu handep haghtanaky aveli tank en u ver en amen inchic: Ev hayy (ima: hayi verjin xelqy) chi ziji ayn voch voqi: inchqan el sparnan Hayoc karkachahos aghbyurneri qaratash patery hertakan angam cackel gorsh svaghov: vorpes txur iroghutyun, te ibr der spasvac apagan chi erevum: Irakanum mardik ardarutyan haghtanakman zgacoghutyuny chunen, da e pattchary, vor vitchaky chi shtkvum: Um bruncqn ases ijnum e mer glxin, isk Hayrakan hogatar maty chka, vor amen mekin ir teghy cuyc ta: U ete amen voq ir dirqerum gorc ani, ete amen voq ir arzhani gnahatakany kam patizhy stana, shnorhashat hayi qanqary hrashqner kgorci, inchpes eghav ays aprilin sahmanum, ur krkin hastatvec mer bazmacharchar azgi linelutyuny: Ur mek angam evs apacucvec, vor hay zinvorn anparteli vogi uni ev karogh e mi qar vercnel u tal minchev atamnery zinvac vosoxi tchakatin: Ev sa henc ayn depqn er, erb zinvori heghac aryuny uzheghacnum e mayr hoghy ev kap hastatum amenabardzryali het: Shateri hamar tarorinak, mez hamar miangamayn haskanali e xaghagh orerin erkiry lqely, isk paterazmi zhamanak ahagnacogh hayrenasirutyamb veradarnaly, ankax qaghaqakan kam ayl hayacqneric u shaheric: mi bruncq u sirt dardzac votqi elneln u hayreniqi (aysqan tank gnov et nvatchac) ankaxutyunn atamnerov pashtpanely: Ashxarhn akanates eghav, vor mez petq che teragnahatel, arhavirqi orerin hayy hamaxmbvum e, patneshi nman kangnum char hegheghi araj: Hpartananq, bayc ev tuyl chtanq, vor sa el urishn ir shaherin carayecni, ayl haskacnenq, vor hayin petq che dzerq tal… Ays harcum liqy aneliq ka, ev menq bolors piti ayspisi zinvor linenq mer tegherum, qanzi aysor voch te zinvori, ayl mer baroyahogebanakan patrastvacutyan u razmahayrenasirakan dastiarakutyan masin e petq hogal, isk zinvorin… ughghaki zenq e petq tal ev bazki taphy chkasecnel…

Hayoc shat ban tesac lernery aparazh hamarutyamb anteghel en azgi bolor iradardzutyunnern u nayum en, te inchpes e hayy chtchkvum: Patmutyan qarughinerum kotorum en, kotorvum e, tchnshum en, tchnshvum e, pakasum e, harmarvum e, bayc chi korchum ev i verjo azatvum e: Divanagitutyan mej astco pahac enq, bayc ev bolor qaghaqakrtutyunneri araj merk dzerqerov aryuc dzevogh hor dyucaznazarm vordiner unenq, vovqer ashxarhi vor cagum el linen, hzoranum en, ete snvum en haykakan lernashxarhi meghr u karagov: Uremn zhamanakn e amen inch, arajin hertin mer anhagurd krqery, chaphavorelu, ashxarhi het mer taliq - arneliqy nzharavorelu, mer uzhern u resursnery tchisht bashxelu, vor karoghananq mer bnorranum mer tqnajan ashxatanqov amen meks mer var u canqn anel, vorpeszi Vardavari arzhanananq u hnaravorutyun stananq mer ardar qrtinqov mer hoghy jrelu, mer uzac berqy stanalu ev azgovi xaghoghorhneq anelu: Aylapes tvacyal xaghaghutyuny, haghtanaknery, 25 tari karucacn u dzerq beracy, unecac - chunecacners voske dzknikic stacaci nman hankarc kkorcnenq u krkin khaytnvenq kotrac tashtaki araj: Anhrazhesht e, vor mer kyanqy ev erkiry kanonakargenq, voch te tareraynoren trvenq hosanqin u tesnenq, te mez ur ktani: Nman xaghum vortegh barak e, ayntegh el ktrvum e: Minchder menq piti ughghordenq mer tchakatagiry: Menq azg enq, menq erkir unenq: Orenqner u orensdirner unenq, karuyc enq, mijazgayin hartakum mer teghy unenq, mnum e mi tetev ashxatenq mer demqi harcum: Yndameny: Vorpeszi bardzracnenq mer erkri heghinakutyuny ev mer, ev otarneri achqum: Menq karogh enq, qanzi menq anparteli enq, erb gorcum enq: Menq anparteli enq paterazmi dashtum ev ete ashxatenq npatakamghvac u azgashen, menq anparteli klinenq naev tntesutyan mej u myus bolor bnagavarnerum: Ayo, menq amen inch unenq mer erkiry shenacnelu hamar, ev arden zhamanakn e, vor liirav ankax linenq: nax mer mej, apa ev otarneric: Menq aylyntranq chunenq, menq mer erkiry petq e hzoracnenq, qani der ashxarhy meznic glux chi hanum: Ev vorpeszi aveli pashtpanvac linenq, petq che urishnerin shat bacatrutyunner tal, srtners phrel arajnery ev mer harstutyunneri teghy cucanel: Mer «jurn urish jren e», otarnery mez chen uzena haskanal, mer «girn urish gren e», otarnery chen uzum kardal, vorovhetev mer tuny avazi vra che, mer buny qareghen e: Uremn, linenq aynqan erkir, vor voch voq chhamardzakvi mez teladrel, te menq azgayin, mshakutayin u baroyakan inch arzheqner hamardzakvenq unenal, mer hazaramyakneri xorqeric inch astcu pashtenq, hanun voronc zohvel u minchev ors zohvum enq ev te um ardzany kangnecnenq mer kentronum: Sa kaxvac e mer varqagci elaketic… Im grakanutyuny arzhevorum e mardun: ir tany ev shrjapatum: Ev hima, bnav mitum chunenalov qnnelu, te vov inch e arel: partqs em hamarum mtacel, te es inch em arel, ev ayd inchpes e linum, vor henc paterazmy tezhanum e, u azgi glxin vtang ka, es, vor ardzakagir em, inqnapashtpanakan xtacvac vogov sksum em chaphaco grel: Im dirqoroshumy sephakan shnorhov ev uzherov, kanxakal kam miakoghmani koghmnoroshman phoxaren hamakoghmani baridraciakan haraberutyunner steghcelov: arzhanapativ elq gtneln e: Bolor bnagavarnerum: Menq ararogh zarm enq, nuynisk represianeric heto ev hatkapes otari lci tak mer hzor gorcichnern amenur hayoc mshakuyty zargacrel en, gitakan nvatchumner unecel ev tntesutyun en araj mghel: Ev urishnery hashvi en nstel mez het: Menq steghcagorcogh enq u ankax amen inchic, karucogh erkir enq: Aysor hordum e shinararutyunn u demn arnelu chi... Ev Hayoc kyanqi anivy misht «gegh kangni, geran kkotri» skzbunqov e petq araj mghel, voch te toghnel, vor anhart tchamphan glori - tani ur patahi: 25 tarin inch e mer azgi kensagrutyan mej, bayc ev qich che erkir shenacnelu hamar: Hima, verevic nerqev u nerqevic verev, tesanq, te vov enq… Tvum er: husalqvel enq, chkanq… Sakayn mi cncumy bavakan er hamozelu, vor huysners voch meki vra chpetq e dnenq: gitenq brucqvel, inqnuruyn voroshumner kayacnel u darnal anparteli: Dra shnorhiv ays aprili 24 - in erkinqy chartasvec: vorpes naxaxnamutyan hordor zartonqi u hzoranalu: Zi ashxarhi aghy menq enq: Menq aylyntranq chunenq: XSHM - i phluzumov ashxarhum nor shrjan sksvec, vori himnaqary henc menq drecinq arcaxyan sharzhmamb, u ete mez mi ban lini, ashxarhn el kphluzvi: Menq petq enq ashxarhin, bayc… arnaqam, voch te hzor: Stacvum e: uzenq - chuzenq, menq enq tanelu ashxarhi bery, menq karogh enq, vorovhetev mer armatnern amenaxorn en, ariakan: chari dem kriv tvogh, armatner en, inchqan el mer tchyughery ktren, kkanachenq: Erics kecces hay azg: vorpes tarber u shat qaghaqakrtutyunner tesac u ashxarhum qo araqelutyuny chavartac donor tesak: Hajoghutyun qez, erkir im Hayastan, du arzhani es arajinneri mej linelu: Aysqan maqarel enq, ard, bavakan e ankaxutyun - ankaxutyun xaghanq, zhamanakn e, vor liovin ankax linenq:

Anahit Arphen